so the move out date has been pushed back.
believe me, as excited as i am to start that chapter of my life,
I'm in no hury to end this one.
Life has been fantastic.
I have the worlds two bestest friends ever.
I country line dance, at a fun safe club.
I sleep 10 hours a night.
I wake up and do as i please.
I read what I want to read.
I book gigs when they come up.
I eat pizza and wrestle with my brothers,
I stay up late reading and coloring with my sisters...
its great!
i'll be sad to see this chapter end.
My breaths are getting deeper. I'm holding them in more. Im beggining to realize that these times are special, and that they will not come again. I am blessed.
I'm not sure how im supposed to be dealing with it all. My choice has been to let it come as it comes, i'm not forcing myself to think deep thoughts, or feel deep feelings....maybe i should be. so that way when im in SB and missing the crap out of this place, i wont feel like i took it for granted.
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